17, Now Being
Experienced....
Well, untill 31'st July
1999 17 is where I'm at. And its hard to describe this year. Because
its been great and awfull in turns. I've met several special people
and gone through some wonderfull and some shitty times with them. And
I seem to have lost what I used to be all about, which is ambition
and motivation. I've got a little cloudy. I can trace when it
started. Which was the beginning of this year when i started not
bothering to go to drama classes for the first time ever. Then Rent
happened.That was a distraction from life and is over for me now.
I'm not sure if thats good or bad. I still have the friends I met
through rent (well, most of them) but I miss them all the time
because they are all far away, to differing degrees. And rents a
great show. But I think I overdid it. so its another aspect of the
year where I cant seperate out the good and bad. And
now...well...read the journal
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5 . 8 . 14 .
15 . New York .
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